One of the golden rules in life is, dont expect. Expectations, high or low, can seriously damage your soul. Worst if you are the type that are willing to do anything to satisfy others. You'll end up exhausting yourself. You'll keep thinking and asking yourself why cant they see, why cant they do the same, why wouldnt they repay your kindness, etc. It hurts and you cant actually express it to the others. Some, most of people, cant really see the act as something need to be returned. Some cant even read between the lines. If you're expecting they to sacrifice or try as hard as you think you did, bad news, they wont. Most of the times, they dont even realize they actually did that. That is when you are stuck in between. You cant tell them to be a lil bit more sensitive towards what you did. Nor can you take a few steps away from them. You just cant. All you can do is keep saying to yourself that they dont understand and what you did wasnt enough. All you will do is sacrifice more and more of whats ever left of you. Vicious cycle. In the end, you wont even recognize yourself.
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